All by myself ...

Today i saw a drama "Dirty Sexy Money " , Jeremy at the drama is a rich boy , but he is dun hv real fren ....Everybody be fren with him is becoz his money ... And he sang this song at his bday party ... I feel like tis song is describe my feeling now ...

All by myself , Celion Dion

When I was young
I never needed anyone
And making love was just for fun
Those days are gone
Livin’ alone
I think of all the friends I’ve known
When I dial the telephone
Nobody’s home

All by myself
Don’t wanna be
All by myself
Anymore

Hard to be sure
Sometimes
I feel so insecure
And loves so distant and obscure
Remains the cure

All by myself
Don’t wanna be
All by myself
Anymore

All by myself
Don't wanna live
Oh Don’t wanna live
By myself, by myself
Anymore By myself
Anymore
Oh All by myself
Don’t wanna live
I never, never, never Needed anyone

College...

Few day ago , i started my college life ...

I know tat college life is hard but i duno is damn really hard ...

At the orientation day , i go to my college by take ktm ...

I wake up early 2 hour b4 the time ,

n my mom fetch me go to lrt station ...

I nd take the ktm at lrt station then go to kl sentral ,

at there i transfer to pel.klang ...

Inside the tren , i almost cannot breath ar...

coz got many ppl at the tren , everybody like pushing each other ...

n also a guy standing behind me , i duno i am "perasan" or wat ,

i am keep thinking he is touching my butt but when i look behind ,

he is taking his laptop ... i duno wat can i do ?

Arrive at college , i am sitting alone....

but got 1 girl come and wanna be fren coz she is alone 2 ...

then now , she is my closest fren at the college ...

She is very nice girl come from Johor ,

and she also very like to talk ....

With her , i wont get bored and can make a lot of fren..

I am studying the diploma in mass comm ,

n most of the student in class is girl ...

1 of my fren called hui fen ,

she very like to laugh...

when u see her laughing , u would laugh 2 ...

and also got 1 girl come from china called roey ,

she is very pretty girl ...

Now i got take a English Placement Test ,

it is test wat english level r we at...

I got take the test , it is damn really hard ...

it is totally different from my secondary sch ...

i think i will fail the test ...

In the college , every ppl is taking english ,

but my english is not very good ....

I find me very hard to communicate with them ,

sometimes i also can say few words ,

so they think y am i so silent ?

But luckily got few ppl can speak mandarin ,

so i can speak mandarin n a little english with them ...

But now is ok already , i started to used comfort myself in college life...

n i also drive to college so no nd stuck in the ktm with other ppl ...

Hope i can do well in the college ...

GAMBATEH to me ....